Chapter 17 - MARK AND SAMUEL

Mark met Samuel again.
Not to create a new father.
To ask medical questions.
“Heart disease?”
“Yes.”
“Cancer?”
“Colon cancer on my father’s side.”
“Anything neurological?”
“No known hereditary disorder.”
Practical.
Then Mark asked:
“Why didn’t you ever come for me?”
Samuel answered:
“Cowardice.”
No speech about respecting adoption.
No pretending Gerald alone prevented him.
“I chose my career.”
Mark nodded.
“That’s what I needed to know.”
Samuel said:
“I’m sorry.”
“I believe you.”
Not:
I forgive you.
Not:
Dad.
They developed limited contact.
Coffee twice a year.
Medical updates.
Eventually birthday cards signed Samuel.
Nothing more.
Gerald remained Mark’s father in memory.
May you like
Complicated father.
Still father.