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Chapter 2 - THIRTY

I counted every slap because counting was the only thing that kept me from becoming the kind of father who fought his son in a dining room full of guests.

One.

Two.

Three.

The first one shocked everyone.

The second one told them it was real.

By the fifth, Amber had stopped pretending she was horrified.

By the tenth, the room had chosen silence.

By the thirtieth, I no longer recognized the man standing in front of me.

Brandon’s birthday dinner had begun the way most of his evenings began: too much money spent to impress people who would forget him by morning.

The River Oaks mansion glowed under warm lights. Valets moved luxury cars along the circular driveway. Caterers carried trays of smoked duck, oysters, and little things on spoons nobody could name without sounding ridiculous.

Amber had decorated the dining room in black and gold because she said thirty should feel “masculine and expensive.”

I arrived in my old sedan.

Not because I had to.

Because I liked that car.

It smelled faintly of leather, sawdust, and the peppermint candies Miriam used to keep in the glove compartment. Brandon hated it. Amber hated it more. They said it made the driveway look like the service entrance.

So I parked two blocks away and walked.

In my hands was a small brown-paper package.

Inside was an antique Hamilton watch, restored by a man in Dallas who still knew what patience meant. My father had admired that model his whole life but could never afford one. I bought it for Brandon because I thought maybe thirty was old enough to understand legacy.

That was another mistake.

When I entered, Amber saw me first.

Her eyes went to my coat.

Then my shoes.

Then the package.

“Franklin,” she said, smiling with only her mouth. “You made it.”

Brandon stood near the fireplace with three men from his firm. He saw me and gave the smallest sigh before lifting his hand.

“Dad.”

Not Father.

Not Dad with warmth.

Dad like an obligation.

I kissed Amber’s cheek because manners are not something you abandon just because other people do. She smelled like wine and expensive perfume. When I handed Brandon the gift, the room quieted politely.

He tore the paper with one quick motion.

The restored watch sat in a velvet case, silver face glowing under the chandelier.

For half a second, I saw the boy from the photograph.

Curiosity.

Maybe even wonder.

Then Amber laughed.

“Oh,” she said. “Vintage.”

The way she said it made vintage sound like expired.

Brandon closed the case.

“Thanks.”

I waited.

He set it on the sideboard beside a half-empty glass.

No question.

No memory.

No understanding.

Something in me tightened, but I let it pass.

Dinner made it worse.

Amber seated me at the far end of the table, near a retired neighbor who kept asking whether I still “dabbled in construction.” Brandon told a story about landing a commercial financing client and referred to my company as “the old family business,” though he had never worked a full year in it without needing rescue.

When dessert came, one of his friends toasted him.

“To Brandon,” the man said. “The king of River Oaks.”

Everyone laughed.

Brandon raised his glass.

Amber kissed his cheek.

I looked around the room.

The house.

The art.

The limestone fireplace Miriam once wanted.

The dining table I paid for.

The chandelier I installed after Miriam saw it in a hotel in New Orleans and said, “Franklin, that thing belongs in a room where people forgive each other.”

I should have sold the house the day she died.

Instead, I let Brandon live there because grief made me soft, and fathers are dangerous when they confuse softness with hope.

The breaking point came after dessert.

Brandon’s friend pointed toward the watch case.

“What’d your old man get you?”

Brandon waved one hand.

“Some old watch.”

I said quietly, “It was restored.”

He looked at me.

The table sensed tension and leaned toward it.

“He means well,” Amber said. “Franklin loves sentimental things.”

That was not kindness.

It was dismissal in a silk dress.

I looked at Brandon.

“Your grandfather wanted a watch like that his entire life.”

“My grandfather was a mechanic,” Brandon said.

“He was a good man.”

“He was poor.”

The room went silent.

I felt Miriam’s absence beside me like a chair pulled away.

I stood.

“Being poor was never his shame.”

Brandon’s face hardened.

“Don’t start a lecture in my house.”

There it was.

My house.

I should have stopped there.

Instead, I said the sentence that stripped the room bare.

“Do not forget who laid the foundation beneath your feet.”

Brandon stood so fast his chair hit the floor.

“You love saying that, don’t you?”

Amber touched his arm.

Not to stop him.

To encourage the performance while pretending restraint.

“Brandon,” she murmured.

He pushed her hand away and stepped toward me.

“You come here in that embarrassing car, carrying some junk watch, acting like we’re supposed to bow because you wrote checks years ago.”

“I wrote more than checks.”

“You wrote checks,” he snapped. “That’s all you know how to do. You buy things and call it love.”

That landed.

Because part of it was true.

Not all.

Enough.

“I gave you shelter,” I said.

He laughed.

“You gave me strings.”

“No. I gave you chances.”

His hand struck my face before I saw it move.

The room gasped.

Amber’s eyes widened.

Then she settled back in her chair.

Brandon hit me again.

And again.

By the third slap, I could have stopped him.

Do not mistake age for weakness.

My hands built rebar cages, lifted beams, swung hammers before Brandon ever learned to hold a fork properly. Even at sixty-eight, I could have put him on that marble floor.

But if I fought him, he would remember the fight.

If I endured, I would remember the truth.

So I counted.

Seven.

Eight.

Nine.

Somewhere around twelve, a man at the table whispered, “Brandon, enough.”

Amber said, “Let them handle family business.”

Family business.

My lip split at sixteen.

My cheek numbed at twenty-one.

At twenty-five, Brandon was crying angry tears.

That almost moved me.

Then he said, “You should have known your place.”

Thirty.

His palm landed across my mouth.

Blood filled my tongue.

He stepped back, breathing hard, chest rising under his tailored shirt like he had defeated something.

I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand.

No one moved.

The antique watch case lay on the sideboard.

Amber looked at me, and there was no fear in her face.

Only satisfaction.

I picked up the watch.

For a moment, Brandon thought I might throw it.

Instead, I placed it inside my coat pocket.

Then I turned and walked out.

At the front door, I paused.

Not for them.

For the house.

Miriam’s chandelier shone over a room full of cowards.

I stepped into the cold night with blood on my mouth and rain beginning to fall.

May you like

Behind me, music resumed.

That hurt more than the slaps.

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