Chapter 2 - LILY’S SECRET

I took them to the kitchen because children should not have to explain terror while sitting on the floor.
I made toast.
Scrambled eggs.
Cut bananas.
Poured milk.
Milo ate too fast and made himself cough.
Ava kept whispering, “Slow down,” but she was watching every door while she said it.
Lily sat beside him, one hand on the edge of his chair as if she believed he might vanish if she let go.
I put a plate in front of Ava.
She did not touch it.
“You can eat,” I said gently.
Her eyes flicked to mine.
“We didn’t steal it.”
“I know.”
“You won’t call him?”
“Who?”
Her mouth closed.
Lily looked at me then.
Really looked at me.
And I saw what I had missed for weeks.
Not rebellion.
Burden.
My daughter had been carrying something too heavy for her age, and she had carried it alone because she thought protecting me meant lying to me.
“Lily,” I said, keeping my voice calm with effort, “I need the truth.”
She started crying immediately.
Not dramatic sobs.
Silent tears falling down her face while she stared at the table.
“I’m sorry.”
“We will talk about the lying later. Right now, tell me who these children are afraid of.”
Ava answered before Lily could.
“Victor.”
The name meant nothing to me.
Then Lily said his full name.
“Victor Harlan.”
My stomach tightened.
Everyone in our town knew Victor Harlan.
He owned Harlan Construction, sponsored the middle school soccer team, donated to the library renovation, and sat in the front pew at First Congregational every Christmas Eve looking like a man carved from respectability.
His wife, Jenna Reed, had two children.
Ava and Milo.
I had seen Jenna once or twice at school events before she disappeared from public view.
People said she had anxiety.
People said she was fragile.
People said Victor was a saint for taking care of a difficult household.
People say many things when a man has enough money to teach a town what story to repeat.
“How do you know them?” I asked Lily.
Lily wiped her face with her sleeve.
“Ava was in my science class last year. She stopped coming after winter break. Then she came back for two days in February with bruises on her wrist. She said she fell. But she kept asking if the nurse had to call home if she said she was hungry.”
Ava looked at her lap.
Lily continued.
“I found her behind the gym three weeks ago. She had Milo with her. He was hiding under the bleachers. She said their mom was sick and Victor locked the pantry. She asked if I had food.”
My throat closed.
“So you brought them here.”
“At first just for lunch,” Lily whispered. “Then he started following her after school. She said he put a tracker in her backpack. So I told her to leave it in the girls’ bathroom and come with me through the side gate.”
Ava finally spoke.
“My mom told me not to tell anyone. She said he knows police. She said if we tell wrong, they’ll split us up.”
“Where is your mother now?” I asked.
Ava’s eyes filled.
“In the blue room.”
I went still.
“What blue room?”
“The one under the garage. He says she needs quiet.”
Lily covered her mouth.
I leaned both hands on the kitchen counter because the room had tilted.
My daughter was not skipping school.
She was running an underground rescue operation out of my house with crackers and juice boxes.
I wanted to shake her.
I wanted to hold her.
I wanted to go back in time and notice sooner.
Instead, I said, “I’m going to call someone who can help.”
Ava shot to her feet so fast her chair nearly tipped.
“No.”
Lily grabbed her hand.
“Mom won’t call Victor. I promise.”
“You don’t know,” Ava said, panic rising. “Adults call other adults. Then he smiles. Then we go back.”
That sentence told me exactly how many times someone had failed her.
I knelt so I would not tower over them.
“Ava, listen to me. I am not calling Victor. I am not calling the school. I am not calling anyone who will hand you back without looking. I am calling my friend Mallory. She is a detective.”
Ava shook her head violently.
“No police.”
“I know,” I said. “I know you’re scared. But if your mom is locked in a room, we need help that can open doors.”
Milo whispered, “Is Mommy sleeping?”
Ava’s face crumpled.
Lily looked at me with pure desperation.
That was when my phone buzzed.
A text from Mrs. Greene.
Olivia, a black pickup just slowed in front of your house. Same one I saw yesterday. Should I be worried?
I looked toward the front window.
My blood went cold.
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Ava saw my face and began shaking.
“He found us,” she whispered.