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Chapter 7

She sent Tyler a birthday card.

James let Tyler decide whether to open it.

Tyler did.

He read it quietly.

Then he threw it away.

“Is it okay that I don’t want to see her?” Tyler asked that night.

“It’s okay to feel however you feel, buddy,” James said. “You don’t owe anyone forgiveness. Not her. Not your grandmother. Your feelings are yours.”

“Good,” Tyler said. “Because I don’t forgive them.”

James pulled him into a hug.

“That’s okay. You don’t have to.”

Six months after the trial, something unexpected happened.

James received a letter from the prison.

Not from Beatrice.

He had made sure all of her communications were blocked.

It was from another inmate.

Dr. Walsh,

You don’t know me, but I know what your mother-in-law did. We all do. Word gets around in here. There are some things people don’t forget. Just wanted you to know she is not having an easy time. Some debts can’t be paid in court.

James burned the letter.

He did not condone prison violence.

As a psychologist, he knew that was the right answer.

As a father, he felt something dark and satisfied curl in his chest.

Tyler started fourth grade in a new school.

He made friends easily.

He joined a soccer team.

His teacher, a patient man named Mr. Harrison, no relation to the detective, sent glowing progress reports.

Tyler was bright.

Engaged.

Creative.

He still loved dinosaurs, but he had developed a new interest in astronomy.

“Dad, did you know some stars are already gone, but we still see their light?” Tyler asked one night while they were doing homework at the kitchen table.

“I didn’t know that, actually.”

“That’s sad,” Tyler said, “but also kind of cool. Like even when something is gone, it still matters. It still has an effect.”

James looked at his son.

This resilient, brilliant child who had walked through something terrible and come out the other side.

“That’s a very profound observation, buddy.”

“I wrote an essay about it for school.”

James’s breath caught.

“Yeah?”

“Yeah. It’s called Why I Want to Live. Want to read it?”

Tyler handed him three pages in messy handwriting.

It talked about stars and dinosaurs and mac and cheese.

About his dad’s laugh and soccer games and his friend Danny, who could do a kickflip on a skateboard.

About dreams of becoming an astronaut or maybe a paleontologist.

It ended:

I used to think I was broken because someone told me that a lot. But my dad says being different is not the same as being broken. He says I am exactly who I am supposed to be. I think he is right.

I want to live because there is so much cool stuff to see and do and learn.

And because my dad makes really good pancakes.

James read it twice.

His vision blurred.

Then he pulled Tyler into the tightest hug.

“I’m proud of you,” he whispered. “So incredibly proud.”

That night, after Tyler was asleep with fewer lights on now, James sat on his back porch with a beer and thought about revenge.

He had destroyed Beatrice Hooper’s reputation.

He had ensured she would spend years in prison.

He had made certain she could not quietly present herself as harmless again.

He had cut Karen out of their lives completely.

Protected Tyler at every turn.

But the real revenge, he realized, was not any of that.

The real revenge was Tyler’s essay.

The fact that, despite everything Beatrice had tried to do, Tyler had survived.

He was thriving.

He was happy.

He knew he was loved and valued and exactly right just as he was.

Beatrice had wanted to make Tyler believe he was broken and worthless.

Instead, Tyler was writing essays about why life was worth living.

That was the ultimate defeat.

Knowing she had failed completely.

A year later, James got a call from Raymond Harrison.

“Thought you’d want to know,” Raymond said. “Beatrice Hooper had a stroke. Pretty severe. She’s stable, but she has significant impairment.”

James thought he might feel satisfaction.

Instead, he just felt tired.

“Thanks for letting me know.”

“How’s Tyler doing?”

“He’s great. Really great. He’s in the school science fair building a model of the solar system.”

“Good,” Raymond said. “That’s good.”

He paused.

“For what it’s worth, James, you did the right thing. Not just calling us that night. Everything after. A lot of people would have let the system handle it and moved on. You made sure she couldn’t hurt anyone else.”

“I made sure my son knew he was worth fighting for.”

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“That too.”

James hung up and went to check on Tyler.

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