Chapter 1

The January wind cut through Grant Cole’s black jacket as he stood at the edge of the freshly turned earth.
The cemetery sat on a low hill outside town, where the trees were bare and the sky looked like dull steel. Rows of American flags moved gently near the veterans’ section, snapping in the cold. A few cars idled along the gravel road, their exhaust drifting white in the air.
Grant did not feel the cold.
His hands hung at his sides, numb for reasons that had nothing to do with winter.
Ashley had been eighteen years old.
Eighteen.
The coffin had been too small. That was the thought that kept looping through him. Too small, too light, too quiet. He had helped carry it because he was her father and because there was no universe in which he would let strangers carry his daughter alone.
Now she was under the earth.
Around him, mourners moved away in careful silence. People touched his shoulder. Someone whispered, “I’m so sorry.” Someone else said Ashley was a bright light. Another person said God had a plan, and Grant had nearly turned on him before he remembered they were standing at his daughter’s grave.
None of the words reached him.
He stared at the brass plate bearing her name and tried to make the letters belong to the girl who had sat across from him at breakfast five days earlier.
Five days.
That was all it had taken.
Five days ago, Ashley had been rolling her eyes at him for burning toast. She had been laughing with a mouth full of coffee and telling him she was going to finish her journalism project before the weekend. She had been alive in the messy, impatient, impossible way only an eighteen-year-old can be alive.
Now her name was engraved on metal.
His phone buzzed.
Grant ignored it.
It buzzed again.
Then again.
On the fourth vibration, irritation cut through the gray fog in his head. He pulled the phone from his pocket, his jaw tight, ready to silence whoever thought this was an appropriate moment to call him.
The screen showed a name.
Scott Reyes.
Grant’s brother-in-law. Ashley’s uncle. A detective with the local police department. The man who had been handling Ashley’s case, if anyone could call an accidental drowning a case.
That was what they had called it.
Ashley had gone swimming alone at Corey Lake outside town. She had been caught in the current near the quarry drop-off. She had gone under before anyone knew she was there.
Drowned.
A terrible accident.
Grant had listened to the words in the medical examiner’s office and said nothing. Paige Cooper, his ex-wife, Ashley’s mother, had collapsed into a chair when they told her. Scott had put a hand on her shoulder and explained that there was no sign of an outside attack, no reason to believe anyone else had been involved.
Grant had gone cold inside.
Not calm. Not composed.
Cold.
He almost declined the call.
Then some instinct, some old piece of him that had survived war zones and disaster sites and people lying straight into a camera lens, told him to answer.
“Grant.”
Scott’s voice was different.
Not sympathetic. Not measured. Not the careful, sorrowful tone he had used for the past five days.
Urgent.
Clipped.
“I found something about Ashley. Come to my office right now.”
Grant’s heart lurched.
“What kind of something?”
“Not on the phone.”
Grant looked down at the grave.
Scott lowered his voice.
“And don’t tell anyone. Come alone.”
The line went dead.
Grant stood with the phone pressed to his ear long after there was nothing left to hear.
The mourners were nearly gone now. Groundskeepers waited at a respectful distance with shovels and quiet faces, ready to finish what the service had started. The wind moved across the hill and dragged a few brown leaves over the grass.
Grant looked at the coffin one last time.
Then he turned and walked toward his truck.
May you like
The drive to the police station took twenty minutes.
Grant remembered every second.