angelic

Chapter 6

She sat on the carpet beside him, leaving a careful distance between them.

For a while, they listened to the city beyond the glass.

Then Nicholas spoke.

“I don’t want to die in a house full of staff pretending not to hear the machines.”

“You won’t.”

“You don’t know that.”

“No,” she admitted. “I don’t.”

He turned his head toward her. “That was the first honest thing anyone has said to me in weeks.”

Iris looked down at her hands.

He watched her, and in the dimness, his face changed. The arrogance slipped away. The practiced sharpness. The coldness he used like a locked gate.

What remained was a man who had everything except time.

“Stay with me tonight,” he said.

Iris looked at him.

He swallowed, and the movement seemed painful.

“Not as my maid. As the only person who chose to be here without me having to buy it.”

The words sucked the air from the room.

Her heart began to pound. She heard it in her ears, louder than the distant traffic, louder than the hum of the house.

“Nicholas…”

“I’m not asking for what you think.” His voice cracked slightly, and he looked away in shame. “God, Iris. I’m not that cruel.”

She did not know she had been holding her breath until it left her.

He stared at the dark window.

“I don’t want to be alone,” he said. “That’s all. Just for tonight.”

The simplicity of it broke something in her.

Iris had been asked for many things in her life. To clean faster. To speak less. To make herself useful. To be grateful. To disappear.

No one had ever asked her to stay as though her presence alone could hold back the dark.

She moved closer and sat beside him, shoulder to shoulder.

“All right,” she said.

Nicholas closed his eyes.

The relief that passed over his face was so naked she looked away.

They did not go upstairs immediately. For nearly an hour, they remained on the living room floor while the mansion settled around them. Nicholas spoke in fragments, not like a man confessing, but like one unloading stones from his pockets before stepping into water.

He told her his mother had died when he was 11. That his father had considered grief an indulgence. That by 15, Nicholas had learned how to make adults afraid of disappointing him. That by 22, he had inherited the company and mistaken obedience for respect.

Iris told him less, but more than she had ever told anyone in that house.

She told him about foster homes with too many children and refrigerators with too little food. About sleeping lightly because locked doors had never been as locked as adults promised. About leaving at 18 with one suitcase and a name she had chosen for herself because the old one belonged to people who had not kept her safe.

Nicholas listened.

He did not interrupt. He did not offer money, revenge, pity, or advice.

That was when Iris knew he understood something about damage.

Not because his matched hers.

Because he did not try to compare them.

After midnight, she helped him to his bedroom.

The room was enormous, all dark wood, gray linen, expensive silence. Iris had cleaned it hundreds of times, but crossing the threshold with Nicholas leaning against her changed everything. The bed, the windows, the folded throw at the foot of the mattress—ordinary objects became intimate, unfamiliar, almost forbidden.

“I can take the chair,” she said.

“You’ll ruin your back.”

“I’ve survived worse than a chair.”

“I know. That doesn’t mean I’m letting you.”

The words came out before he could soften them.

For a second, neither of them moved.

Then Iris said, “You don’t let me do anything.”

May you like

A faint smile. “No. I suppose I don’t.”

He lay down carefully, jaw tightening against pain he tried to hide. Iris turned off all but one lamp and brought water to his bedside.

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